BrOwNiE LoR

I think nw is the right time for me to update my blog..i guess.. Just finish accounting II midterm just nw..is freaking hard.. The question tat i din expect b4, it come out itself w/o any inform ><.. But it alr passed nw wat can i do is wait the result out n do the best for the next exam..

I though tat i alr give up everything n just learn to think in another way abt our relationship..but seen like it is nt true..u still cnt accept me..n i stll cnt totally forget u..is tat the end btwn our relationship? dun wry..u dun have to avoid me..coz i'm nt going to take the same course wif u..i will try my best n let u never meet me anymore after our foundation yr..so dun wry..

this all things are come from wat i choose and wat i decide..so dun wry..no matter hw the future turn to be i still will stick wif the decision n choice i make..coz tat is wat i choice i have the responsible to stick n handle of it..

A lot of ppl saying tat i used to put all my problems and emotions inside my heart w/o sharing with anyone.. it is hurting myself..
A lot of ppl saying tat i used to pretend i'm alrite n happy in frnt of ppl even thou i'm sad actually..it is still hurting myself..
i wish to have someone share my feeling nw..i wish to have someone borrow me a shoulder n cry on..i wish to have a back to let me rely for awhile..but whr to get? i used to thought tat he will give me..but i'm wrong..so who else can give me 1?just for awhile..coz after tis foundation yr we wnt meet each other anymore..