曾经何时我已经忘了怎么笑，只记得怎么哭。。从我认识他之后，我记得的只有哭，只有悲伤。。
对于以前的我而言，笑是多么的稀松平常的事，但对现在的我而言。。好难。。
有什么人能让我笑？有什么人让我开心？有什么人让我再次找到自己？我真的好像再次开怀的笑，再次开心？
从我认识他后，所有的回忆，所有的感觉都是痛的，都是悲伤的。。我好像忘记关于他的回忆。。有什么能帮助我吗？
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Actually i tot tat i did switch off all the switches. But nw i just found out actually i just forcing myself to switch off the switches. And one small virus hack into my system switch on all of the switches again. I try use my antivirus system to block n remove all the virus, but i found out it doesn't work. But nw i trying to install a strongest antivirus system to remove all of the virus.
We can't change the past, we learn the mistake nw, and we can change the future. I will do my best n change my future. I'm nt a little young gal anymore, I cnt do anything just follow wat i wan, and wat i wish. I have to think abt others ppl arnd me, I cnt hurt them.
So nw i have to be more stronger, n lw/o hurting others ppl anymore..hope the switches will be off as soon as possible.
