BrOwNiE LoR

When a person who being strong, fighting alone, walking around for too long will start to feel lonely. Not only lonely, but also tired. The tired is not about physically but also mentally. I'm not sure about others, but I'm really tired, tired that being so tough, tired that being so cheerful, tired that being so independent.

I need a shoulder, need someone to let me rely on. I need a hug, it is not necessary must be from lover, but also from a friend. I need someone who make me feel comfortable and secure beside me. I need someone I can rely on be with me. But I just can't get what I always want. No matter how hard I wish for it, it will never be mine.

I'm sick to being alone, my heart is pain, my heart is tired, my brain as well..I need a place to hide, I need a place to chill, I need a place to relax..I need someone who can be trust with me. But the god just don't give me that.