Christmas just passed one days ago, what going to have next is New Year.. New Year means new start, new expectation, new hope, everything should be new again.. New characteristics should be build as well.. I really not sure how fare i still can tolerate all these and putting mask on myself.. feeling insecure, scare, worried, uncertainty for everything make me feel down easily.. I know I'm weak.. very weak.. emotional, mentally, physically weak, but at least i try my best putting on mask to make myself look strong.
In front of you, i just wan to be normal girl, be weak be relax n just like an ordinary girl.. but i think is kinda impossible n it never able to achieve.. Nvm, one year going to end soon, I still have another 5 days more to train myself up and to rebuild a new mask.. I believe I still have enough time..
